"I like people who shake other people up and make them feel uncomfortable"-Jim Morrison
Hello beautiful people, welcome to my personal blog Page!
My name is Ruksana, people also call me as Roxsana or Rox in short. I am a storyteller, humorist, freelance photographer, digital artist, content creator, graphic designer, visual stylist, youtuber, yogi and a great cooker (especially my Asian style pasta and smoothies are one of a kind). I am also a big fan of Cosmos/ Nature and poetry. I big dig into mindfulness practice, spiritual/mental growth and self-care. I often find my peace through mindfulness meditation. I say Walt Whitman is my soulmate poet and Nick Drake is my soulmate Musician I love good movies but sci-fi and suspense/thriller are my fav genres; my all-time movies are Aliens by James Cameroon, 2001: A Space Odyssey by Stanley Kubrick and Vertigo by Hitchcock.
About my personality, I would describe as very genuine, humble, strong, kind and caring person. I am also very friendly and easy to talk to. I understand and accept people no matter whatever background they have I strongly believe in equal rights/fair treatments, and I like to see everyone living better even those don't like me. In addition to that, I too believe with late Rosa Parks "we are here on this planet Earth to live, grow and do what we can to make this world a better place for all people to enjoy freedom. And each person should try living their life as a model for others". For me being human means, you have to help another human being and best thing a human being can do is to help another human know more to deal with life.
So, I been asked many times in my life to write a book. So here goes finally I decided to create a personal blog, and this is my first blog. However, my main problem is, English is not my native language. I have also some learning and developmental disability. So, if you are reading this and get confused or lost anyhow, just, please be understanding where I am coming from rather be any judgmental on me or my writing and my grammatical mistakes. Moreover, I like the idea of writing freely and openly so please don't get offended anyhow. Well, I am not here to sell anything or to please anyone eyes. I am just here to express myself and share some of my thoughts, my joys or my views in life with you readers. And if somehow, I can help someone in anyway thorough my so-called writing that will be great. I actually l love helping people and great at giving advice, so please free to reach out to me.
I am currently located in Rocky hill, Connecticut but I will move back to New York City on this May 2022. I been here in Connecticut since last year, and mainly for my old mother. Nothing is great going on here though Lol Besides, living with my sister and brother not so pleasant experience either. But then we all know how family can be, especially if that family is dysfunctional and you are the black sheep. Lol. Though now I am spending most of my free times taking online courses in random topics than participating in anyone's drama. I have to say I am liking this process of growing and I hope I always stay like this even at my old age. I wish we had easily accessible online learning system like that in back our days, because I never liked traditional school system. I been often bullied by fellow students and teachers during my school years. Even after I moved to United States with my family, I got more bullied by students and teachers in university for how I speak, express and also for my learning disability. So due to all these as well as my other mental health issues, I had problem making or staying relationship with others and also unable to finish my degree. I once wanted to be an Astronomer. It is strange when I see teachers to make you feel bad about yourself when it should be other way round. Anyway, past is past, I am now pretty excited to move further with my life of whatever future waiting for me. But with more open mind, more living mindfully and learning continuously whenever is possible. For me how I see you can't ever grow or progress well with life without any sufferings and by spending some alone times with yourself. Alright, that is for now. I will write more and post cool stuffs in coming days or weeks. Thank you for taking times to reading this. Namaste and stay blessed!
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